yesterday's a memory...

...today's a struggle, tommorow's an uncertainty.

nothing can be done about yesterday. hope we learn...the right lessons. everyday, you struggle to repress or retain yesterday, today. so that tommorow, you may have the strength to do the same, what you have done yesterday.

there is a strange desire to change/maintain yesterday for the belief that tommorow might just be different. tommorow always has a chance on being different.

i thought you'd be out of my mind,
and i'd finally found a way to,
learn to live without you,
i thought it was just a matter of time,
till i had a hundred reasons,
not to think about you...

not because yesterday was bad or ugly. at times, yesterday was just too good. so good that there's no way it could exist in any other way except as "yesterday". what can be done about today to make tommorow like yesterday?

...nothing.

nothing should be done but the desire to change that...it persists, and it persists.

i've still got your face,
painted on my heart,
scrawled upon my soul,
etched upon my memory, baby...

and when it gets difficult...

something in your eyes keeps haunting me,
i'm trying to escape you,
and i know there ain't no way to,
to chase you from my mind.

...a smile seems to make it all easier. hope you know.